Nerves are starting to get to me, the search for meaning is becoming more important in every passing day. Bad habits such as smoking and quad shot macchiatos are running rampant. Changes are happening for me, mentally, physically, emotionally, spiritually; I am welcoming them.
I’ve “walked” this earth for 29 years, 11 months, exactly. I’ve been on both sides of the tracks, I’ve seen the good, the bad, and the indifferent in people. I want to be better. I will be better… not better than anyone else as I believe that’s a self-fulfilling prophecies of elitism, not a virtue I wish to extoll, but better a better me. What limits do I have, how will I know until I push myself to them.
Call it an awakening, a revelation, a eureka moment or whatever you want. I’m on a personal journey and I hope I can effectively communicate my path.